Looking back..

 My first quarter in grade 10 has been a slow ride, adjusting to a new environment, new classmates, new section. But, this school year for me, is nothing but a test on all of the lessons that I have gained throughout my Junior high school journey. I think this because, there are no more second chances after this school year, it's the last one of JHS so i don't think that i have really gained new discoveries as i consider this year to be a test and testament to my past self's journey.

As I said before, the only problem I really only encountered this quarter is adapting. Adapting to a new classroom,teachers and classmates, and of course my ever so habit of cramming. It's a habit that I've always had all throughout my school years, I know that it's wrong and that I should try my hardest to change my ways but for some reason I just can't find the motivation in me to do so. That has always been the biggest thorn on my side and i know that all through my grade 10 journey i will always come to fighting this bad urge and habit of mine to cram.

I think the best way to address these problems of mine is to first accept that they are problems that I have, and I more or less have already done so. Now, the next step is to act on it. I know my flaws and bad habits, I just need to make a plan for it and do my best to act upon it.

Moving on I will promise myself to not beat myself up for the shortcomings I will inevitably face this school year and not look to compare myself to others. I promise to myself that I will use this school year to work on myself harder and come out a better me.